Janey’s Blog

this is just to exercise my frredom of expression, where i can put up some of my thoughts, may it be happy thoughts or some deep-seeded sentiments…

Once in a lifetime

Filed under: Music, sumthing about everyday life... — alphabet at 6:21 pm on Thursday, July 21, 2005

by: Freestyle


Been thinkin bout ya baby
And I dont know what to do
All I think about is you
Seems everything around me
Things I’ve never understood
They all make sense when I’m with you.

Refrain:

Oh, I’ve heard it before
Finding so called love then you leave it behind
But now I feel so sure
I’ll listen to my heart this time
(So I’ll put it on the line/ put my heart before my mind)

Chorus:

I know that what I’ve found is once in a lifetime
(and) I know there’s no way out
Coz its once in a lifetime

I’ve always been so lonely
No one there for me to hold
And every night was just so cold
Oh don’t get me wrong i’ve been around
But i’ve resigned myself to thinking
Mine is just another story often told

Repeat refrain then Chorus:

Coda:

It’s not like im runnin’ outta time
I’m takin’ everything in stride
It’s just i never thought i’d find
what would make me change my mind

Repeat chorus

This is for the one so dear to me…i might say this is the most appropriate song that i can think of to express what i feel…hehehe… some people might get me wrong but who cares, anyway? as long as we’re happy..i believe im not hurting anyone naman eh hehe… no one’s affected and i believe my friends are more than happy enough for me..

when i’m bored and got nothing else to do, i’d rather write..anything goes,,just write and write…

i feel so delighted with the way things are going…but i also fear that this happiness sure has something to cost..i dont know but im oftentimes caught by my inhibition to happiness..im afraid to be happy because it gets its repayment after sometime… i want to enjoy things as they are but i have this really filthy feeling that after being happy, u’ll be sad afterwards…corny but true..haven’t you realized that trend? u get to be happy for a short time then u’ll get lonely after… kakatakot tlga… but i have no way of escaping the happiness, the light feeling i am experiencing right now… sure enough, there will be trials in the near future,,, i just pray to God that He’ll give me courage and boldness to conquer my fears and carry on the hurdles of life… i haven’t attended church for quite a while.. im afraid for my faith to die out… sometimes, i cant even complete my prayers before I sleep… i want to change this… I know, i must thank God for all the things He is allowing to happen for me… I believe in His better plans for each and everyone… We just have to hold on to our faiths… Im not saying or telling this because im pretending to be someone so good..no, don’t get me wrong.. i just have several realizations that i think are equally important to the lives of everybody….

i miss my friends—cna erna bonita, slim, pacman, suzette, kresa, katlyn, girlie, haaay..dami..lhat cla…pati na ung mga GC officers..cna abas, den2, louie, eudan, lhat ng frends ko miss ko na…pati rin family ko.. lagi nlng ako nand2 s intel..(malamang, dito training ko, hehe, cra tlga ako….

so bye for now…. i’ll keep you posted,,,

Masterpiece

Filed under: Music, sumthing about everyday life... — alphabet at 4:12 pm on Wednesday, July 20, 2005

A simple touch of your hand,
And everything is right.
The gentle way you look at me,
When we kiss goodnight.
You’ve given me the freedom no other love has known
And now I thank you girl , thank you girl

The countless ways you’ve touched my heart
Is more than I can say
The beauty that you’ve shown to me
takes my breath away
A picture perfect painting, that’s what our love is
And yes I need you so, and now I know

I’ve found a masterpiece in you
a work of art it’s true
And I treasure you my love

I’ve found a masterpiece in you
a work of art it’s true
And I treasure you

Sometimes I wonder what I’d be
Had I not found you
A least and lonely soul this world
could show me nothing new

But now my life’s a canvas
painted with your love
And it will always be
And now I see

The gentle walks together
Through time will never pass
This fairy tale we shared
is real inside our hearts
let it be forever
never let it end
this promise I can make
Heaven is ours to take

When I’m lost and insecure
you build me up and make me sure
that everything will be alright
My love

(This fairy tale we’re sharing
is real inside our hearts
Let it be forever
never let it end)

It Might Be You

Filed under: sumthing about everyday life... — alphabet at 11:36 pm on Sunday, July 17, 2005

It Might Be You

Time… I’ve been passing time watching trains go by
All of my life…
Lying on the sand, watching seabirds fly
Wishing there would be
Someone waiting home for me…

Something’s telling me it might be you
It’s telling me it might be you…
All of my life…

Looking back as lovers go walking past…
All of my life
Wondering how they met and what makes it last

If I found the place
Would I recognize the face?
Something’s telling me it might be you
Yeah, it’s telling me it might be you

So many quiet walks to take
So many dreams to wake
And we’ve so much love to make

I think we’re gonna need some time
Maybe all we need is time…
And it’s telling me it might be you
All of my life…

I’ve been saving love songs and lullabies
And there’s so much more
No one’s ever heard before…

Something’s telling me it might be you
Yeah, it’s telling me it must be you
And I’m feeling it’ll just be you
All of my life…
It’s you..
It’s you…
I’ve been waiting for all of my life…

Maybe it’s you…
Maybe it’s you…
I’ve been waiting for all of my life…

Maybe it’s you…
Maybe it’s you…
I’ve been waiting for all of my life…

Something New In My Life

Filed under: sumthing about everyday life... — alphabet at 11:35 pm on Sunday, July 17, 2005

Something New In My Life

i guess i wanted something new in my life
a new key to fit a new door
to wake and see a different view in my life
the one i’ve been waiting for

dreams like everyone i’ve had a few in my life
who knew that this one would come true in my lfe
i knew the moment when you touched me
you touched me

you’re like a sudden breeze that blew in my life
a new face, a new smile, new song
and now i know i wanted you in my life all along

i guess, i must have saved an empty place in my heart
for you to come and fill this space in my heart
that long before i said i loved you
i love you

whatever happens this is true in my life
when all the springs have come and gone
whatever dance i made or do in my life
whatever else that i may do in my life
you’ll always be something new in my life
from now on

i know there always will be you in my life
from now on…

Filed under: Uncategorized — alphabet at 12:36 am on Friday, July 15, 2005

just want to add this… its nice daw eh hehe…

Colors Everywhere

Use to seen black and white
never any in between
waiting all the love of my life
to come into my dreams
everything is shades of gray
never any blues or green
needing someone else to turn to
someone who could help me learn and see
all the beauty that was waiting for me

You, you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayer
and now there’s color everywhere
you put the red back in the rose
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show you care
and there’s color everywhere, everywhere…

My life is so protect and bold
never in a mystery
but ever since you shine the light
all of that history and now I have a hand to hold
all the reasons to believe, Yes…
If someone in my life was worth living for
I was hangin’ around just wishing all is done
To put the happiness back in my heart

And you, you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayer
and now there’s color everywhere
you put the red back in the rose
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show you care
and now there’s color everywhere
a silver lining in my prayer
and now there’s color everywhere

Left those hazy days behind me
never to return again
now they’re just a faded memory
ohh…ohh….
Cuz baby its all so clear to see
The beauty that is waiting there for me

You, you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayer
and now theres color everywhere
you put the red back in the rose
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show me you care
and now theres color everywhere
a silver lining in my prayer
and now theres color everywhere
you came along to show me you care
and now theres color everywhere

Now I have a hand to hold
And a reason to believe

la lang…

hay….

Filed under: sumthing about everyday life... — alphabet at 12:23 am on Thursday, July 14, 2005

a song for some one so dear to me….

How did you know

I remember so well
The day that you came into my life
You asked for my name
You had the most beautiful smile

My life started to change
I’d wake up each day feeling alright
With you right by my side
Makes me feel things will work out just fine

How did you know
I needed someone like you in my life
That there’s an empty space in my heart
You came at the right time in my life

I’ll never forget
How you brought the sun to shine in my life
And took all the worries and fears that I had
I guess what I’m really trying to say
It’s not everyday that someone like you comes my way
No words can express how much I love you

….hmm…..

happy..

Filed under: Uncategorized — alphabet at 1:04 am on Wednesday, July 6, 2005

its nice to be happy even at the end of the day..

feels really good…

i think, i like this song….(again!)

Fallin’

Janno Gibbs

our litle conversation
are turning into little sweet sensation
and they’re only getting sweeter everytime

our friendly get togethers
are turning into visions of forever
if i just believe this foolish heart of mine

i can’t pretend
that i’m just a friend
’cause i’m thinking maybe we were meant to be

chorus:
i think i’m fallin’, fallin’ in love with you
and i don’t, i don’t know what to do
i’m afraid you’d turn away
but i’ll say it anyway

coda:
i think i’m fallin… for you
i’m fallin’ for you…

whenever we’re together
wishing that goodbyes would turn to never
’cause with you is where i’ll always wanna be
whenever i’m beside you
all i really wanna do is hold you
no one else but you has meant this much to me

i cant pretend
that i’m just a friend
’cause i’m thinking maybe we were meant to be

(repeat chorus 2x)

coda 2:
i think i’m fallin’… for you
i’m fallin’ for you
i’m fallin’, i’m fallin’ for you
i’m fallin’, i’m fallin for you
and i don’t know what to do, yeah
fallin’, i’m fallin’ for you

i think…i feel this way…=)

bye for now…

a bit crazy…

Filed under: sumthing about everyday life... — alphabet at 4:27 pm on Sunday, July 3, 2005

call me crazy but i might say its some kind of true..

i have lots of thoughts that are very different..apart from others..

i am certainly happy right now..only that, i dont want to be so happy…

im afraid to be very happy because i’m afraid things might fall back on me…

im afraid of taking risk but its nice to risk just to be happy..

i have another song in mind…

here it goes…

Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was
Going through
All the time we were apart I thought
Of you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
I still feel the same

Especially for you
I wanna tell you I was feeling that
Way too
And if dreams were wings, you
Know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I’m next to you

No more dreaming about
Tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

And now were back together,
Together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Especially for you
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I’m certain that our love was
Meant to be
You changed my life
You showed me the way
And now I’m next to you

I’ve waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
And I wanna bring out the love
Inside you, oh and
Now were back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

You were in my heart
My love never changed
And now that I’m next to you
No more dreaming about
Tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the
Sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

And Now were back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

though we’re not "back together" since we’ve only been getting to know each other only for quite some time, i know i’m really happy to have known him…

hay, life…=)