Once in a lifetime
by: Freestyle
Been thinkin bout ya baby
And I dont know what to do
All I think about is you
Seems everything around me
Things I’ve never understood
They all make sense when I’m with you.
Refrain:
Oh, I’ve heard it before
Finding so called love then you leave it behind
But now I feel so sure
I’ll listen to my heart this time
(So I’ll put it on the line/ put my heart before my mind)
Chorus:
I know that what I’ve found is once in a lifetime
(and) I know there’s no way out
Coz its once in a lifetime
I’ve always been so lonely
No one there for me to hold
And every night was just so cold
Oh don’t get me wrong i’ve been around
But i’ve resigned myself to thinking
Mine is just another story often told
Repeat refrain then Chorus:
Coda:
It’s not like im runnin’ outta time
I’m takin’ everything in stride
It’s just i never thought i’d find
what would make me change my mind
Repeat chorus
This is for the one so dear to me…i might say this is the most appropriate song that i can think of to express what i feel…hehehe… some people might get me wrong but who cares, anyway? as long as we’re happy..i believe im not hurting anyone naman eh hehe… no one’s affected and i believe my friends are more than happy enough for me..
when i’m bored and got nothing else to do, i’d rather write..anything goes,,just write and write…
i feel so delighted with the way things are going…but i also fear that this happiness sure has something to cost..i dont know but im oftentimes caught by my inhibition to happiness..im afraid to be happy because it gets its repayment after sometime… i want to enjoy things as they are but i have this really filthy feeling that after being happy, u’ll be sad afterwards…corny but true..haven’t you realized that trend? u get to be happy for a short time then u’ll get lonely after… kakatakot tlga… but i have no way of escaping the happiness, the light feeling i am experiencing right now… sure enough, there will be trials in the near future,,, i just pray to God that He’ll give me courage and boldness to conquer my fears and carry on the hurdles of life… i haven’t attended church for quite a while.. im afraid for my faith to die out… sometimes, i cant even complete my prayers before I sleep… i want to change this… I know, i must thank God for all the things He is allowing to happen for me… I believe in His better plans for each and everyone… We just have to hold on to our faiths… Im not saying or telling this because im pretending to be someone so good..no, don’t get me wrong.. i just have several realizations that i think are equally important to the lives of everybody….
i miss my friends—cna erna bonita, slim, pacman, suzette, kresa, katlyn, girlie, haaay..dami..lhat cla…pati na ung mga GC officers..cna abas, den2, louie, eudan, lhat ng frends ko miss ko na…pati rin family ko.. lagi nlng ako nand2 s intel..(malamang, dito training ko, hehe, cra tlga ako….
so bye for now…. i’ll keep you posted,,,